SHOOT TOMORROW.

No, behind the camera.

:)


more later.


DWAT!

Done.

No more fake and breaks.

Only took a month or so.

DONE.

Learning, Growing, ing ing ing...

I love you, I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU,

Dwat!

G'day all.

I'd like to discuss something today.

WOMEN.

A few questions, first off.

Why do women hold everything in until it blows up later when it could be resolved easily with a talk?

Why do womem take EVERYTHING so personally? AND NEVER ADMIT TO IT WHEN U TRY TO CALL THEM ON IT?

Why do women ask you one thing and mean another?

Why do women never want the truth, just "yes" or "I totally agree!" ?

Why can't women think past their emotions even when asked very calmly to do so?

And finally, WHY OH WHY CAN'T THEY UNDERSTAND (AND ACT ACCORDINGLY) THAT MEN AND WOMEN THINK/ACT DIFFERENTLY?!?!?!!

FUCK.

So obviously, I've had some recent problems with a few friends of mine. And I am fucking over it. I AM SO FUCKING OVER IT. No, I AM NOT MAD AT WOMEN IN GENERAL. I AM MORE MAD AT WHAT SOCIETY HAS DONE TO US. ROLES, IDENTITIES, EXPECTATIONS... NURTURE IS A BIG OL' BITCH AND THEN IT LASHES OUT AT YOU FOR THINGS THAT YOU HAD NO PART IN, BUT THEN, YOU STILL EXSIST IN THE SYSTEM THAT PERPETUATES IT SO THEREFORE YOU MUST BE EVIL TOO JUST LIKE ALL MEN PAST PRESENT AND FUTURE, NO MATTER WHO U ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@#$@#$!$!@$@!%#%&@%$#$^%@$%$#!@!!!



um.

damned if I do, damned if I don't.


Dwat!

Match Point

please see this movie.

So good

Made me have a cigarette afterward. I bummed it from the cabby. :) Lucky Strike MENTHOL? Who knew.

Bed now, a proper post tomorrow.

much love

D

WHO'S THE BIGGER GIRL?

WHO's the bigger girl?

You decide.

The one with the FLAWLESS make up and amazing lashes?

Or Mariah Carey.


DWAT!

First of all.

http://www.transformersthemovie.com/

that is all.

DWAT!

ENGLISH: NORMAL :: CHINESE : ????????

ACK!

So I'm sitting in my Mandarin classes, 8 AM everyday, and I'm starting to realize perhaps why I don't get on too well with the people here sometiimes.

I sound somewhat, for lack of a better word, RETARDED.

Like I'll think I'll have something really good/clever to say, but when I do it, it just comes out wrong, and I sound like the Quasi ABC that I am: A BIG CUNT.


I mean, obviously, my english level is what it is, but unfortunately, I think I might have over estimated my Chinese level. At least my Mandarin outside of the day to day conversations. I can read about 70 % of what is in the text book. I mean this sounds all fine and dandy, but in actuality, I'm using BOOK 3. It's like grade school. haha.

I guess it's comforting to know that I'm picking off where I left off? It IS when i left here and what I was learning in the states.

A few more weeks till I find out about Parsons, we'll see.

I'm currently completely obsessed with my KEYNOTE presentation for Publicis Taiwan. It's a moving resume basically. I mean, I really need to get it done ASAP, but I am such a perfectionist when it comes to putting shit together, that it's hard to OUTPUT, it's always, RE DO REDOREDO.

But it is coming together.

Today, I learned the character for "change":

改

改改改。

Also, did you see Mimi on the goddamn BABAWAWA? I was hoping for tears. Hey, BABA tried. She really did.


Say Something,


Dwat!